02_i can't feel right
i don't feel right
i can't feel right like this
i don't feel right
i can't feel right like this
i don't feel right
i can't feel right like this
i don't feel right
i can't feel right with this feeling in my stomach
i just wanna stay in my bed all day
and numb all these thoughts in my head
i need them to shut up
but please don't leave me empty again
its all getting so much
its all getting too fucking much
i got caught up again
it caught up with me again
its getting so much
its getting too fucking much
i got caught up again
it caught up with me again
i got caught up again
it caught up with me again
its all getting so much
its all getting too fucking much
03_目的は何でしょか。
目的は何でしょか。
or did i ever get to know you
did i ever find my way yea
i never have no,
i don't think i ever have, no
that's why i have to learn to fight, yea
but it's so hard if i can't see what
this is all for, yea
目的は何でしょか。
i don't have anything to distract myself
anymore
it was going surprisingly well
it was going surprisingly well
have i come closer to myself
or did i push me further away
further away
aah
i don't have anything to distract myself anymore
it was going surprisingly well
i need it to go away, go away
i need it to go away, go the fuck away
have i come closer to myself
or did i push me further away
fucking further away, further away
don't tell me it is back again
don't tell me it is back again
04_missing something
i feel like im missing something
that everyone here has
i feel like im missing something
that everyone here has
but i feel like an outsider
watching in
but i wanna feel a part
a part of this 2x
i feel like theres supposed to be
more than this
is this really all there is
or do you see more than i do?
but i feel like an outsider
watching in
but i wanna feel a part
a part of this 2x
do you see more than i do?
i feel like im missing something
that everyone here has
more than this
is this really all there is
or do you see more than i do?
i feel like and outsider
watching in
but i wanna feel
but i wanna feel
05_i've never really been me
i want to stop to care
what people think about me
so i can try to be myself
i need to open up and be myself
but its so hard when i look at myself
and i see somebody else
that just barely resembles me
i want to stop to care
what people think about me
so i can try to be myself
ive never really been me
my childhood is somebody else's
who's this person my family knew
and does my dad still think its me 2x
i want to stop to care
what people think about me
so i can try to be myself 2x